
Dec. 9, 2012, 8:25 p.m.
Dec. 9, 2012, 8:25 p.m.
After over a month of sad phone calls, skype and text messages, to say Kurt missed Blaine would be an understatement. Especially since it seemed like they were always busy and it was hard to get a decent amount of time to talk to each other. At first things had been full of sappy 'I love you's and 'I miss you's...but lately those messages had become fewer and far between. Then he got the phone call that changed everything.
Kurt could hear his heart pounding in his ears. When Blaine had told him he was coming for a visit this weekend, Kurt had been ecstatic, He spent hours on his hair and even made reservations at this fancy restaurant that he could take Blaine too that he just KNEW he would love. But Blaine had been acting weird all night. At first Kurt thought maybe he was just nervous to see him and didn't want to go back...but when Kurt tried to take Blaine's hand while they were walking through the park after leaving the restaurant and the incredibly quiet dinner that had left Kurt confused, Blaine avoided his hand deciding to put his in his pockets instead, and that's when Kurt started to get nervous, Blaine had barely kissed him all night, in Lima Kurt could understand the lack of PDA, but here in New York? This was the one place Kurt could hold hands with the man he loved and not be looked down on for it; he'd be lying if he said he hadn't been excited by the idea. But he had seemed to be avoiding touching Kurt as much as he possibly could, when Kurt kissed him, he pulled away first, when Kurt threw his arms around him, he stayed stiff barely returning the embrace. All night Blaine seemed like he could barely stand to LOOK at Kurt, let alone touch him and Kurt could feel a ball of fear settling in his stomach.
and he was right to be afraid.
When Blaine suddenly stopped and told Kurt he needed to talk to him about something, Kurt could barely nod his head due to the paralyzing fear he felt at hearing the words "we need to talk'' Kurt was silent for the majority of Blaine's speech. Eventually though he couldn't help but break the silence, begging and PLEADING with Blaine not to do this.
Kurt couldn't help it. He couldn't stand there and continue listening to Blaine and his reason's to break up, couldn't stand there and listen to Blaine tell him it was for the best and long distance relationship's never work and he'd rather them split now and stay friends than to have a messy hurtful breakup later on and lose one another for good because he still wanted to be friends with Kurt and he really CARED about himand never wanted to hurt him.
"Stop it! Just stop it!" He sobbed desperately, his eyes pleading with Blaine not to do this.
"Look Kurt I really think-"Blaine started softly
"NO!" yelled Kurt as he broke down in to tears before turning and walking swiftly away from Blaine. Had he turned around he would have seen Blaine's expression crumble as he breaks down in tears saying softly under his breath "It's for the best, it has to be, I can't keep holding him back" while he hugs himself around the middle in obvious pain.
Not knowing where to go, Kurt somehow ended up outside Rachel's apartment; Kurt's tears hadn't let up one bit. When he walked inside Rachel had taken one alarmed look at his face and immediately pulled him into her arms whispering soothing words into his hair.
After an hour of sobbing and trying to explain what happened Kurt was finally able to fill Rachel in on everything, to say Rachel looked both shocked and horrified would be an understatement.
"Kurt...I don't even know where to begin with this...what can I do?" she whispered desperately.
Being in New York had done wonders on their friendship, even though in the past she hadn't done right by him, things were different now. All she wanted was Kurt to be happy, taking a look at the last few years she'd realized while she had been making everything about her, Kurt was constantly getting the short end of the stick, and while she had her "two gay dads", she still didn't quite understand what it meant to be Gay some were like Lima, not completely. She was sad to realize many of the hurts in Kurt's high school life had been caused by her selfishness more than once, her constant need to be the star, the center of attention. After a night of tears and apologies, they had started fresh. Kurt the forgiving soul that he is simply held Rachel's sobbing form and told her it was all in the past, and that he forgave her. The next morning Rachel had woken up cuddled against Kurt's chest determined to be the BEST-best friend she could be.
"There's nothing you can do. He doesn't want me anymore Rachel.... Maybe he never did....maybe I was just someone to keep around when it was convenient and now that I'm in New York, Blaine's found someone else...it wouldn't be too surprising, he's wonderful....anyone with a brain would fall in love with him, he's perfect" Kurt's voice had gone quiet, the last part of the sentence barely a whisper and if it were physically painful for him to say.
Rachel just couldn't believe that Blaine had fallen out of love with Kurt, that he didn't want to be with him anymore. She especially didn't believe he had found someone else and Kurt had just been a relationship of convenience for him. Anyone who had watched Blaine and Kurt together could practically see the little hearts in their eyes any time they looked at one another, or how all it took was a touch of the hand to completely relax them when stressed. They even smiled differently around each other. As if any time the other wasn't around something was missing and they couldn't be completely happy. So no, Rachel didn't buy Blaine's excuses. Not for one damn minute. She would get to the bottom of this and make Kurt happy again if it was the last thing she EVER did.
After another hour of trying to convince Kurt his relationship had indeed been real and no he hadn't done anything wrong and of course he was loveable he finally passed out from emotional exhaustion on her couch. Slipping out from under him she covered him with a blanket and walked into the kitchen to make herself a cup of tea. How was she going to fix this? She couldn't do it all on her own with her in New York and Blaine back in Lima...who knew both Kurt and Blaine... who would have a shot at getting Blaine to listen even if he was being stubborn? Who could she-WAIT! Pulling out her cellphone she sent a quick text to someone who last year would have been the LAST person on the planet she would ever call for help when it came to a break up between Kurt and Blaine. Sebastian Smythe.
'Sebastian, Blaine just broke up with Kurt, please message me back as soon as possible- Rachel Barbra Berry'
Sebastian was a completely different person now. After Dave Karofsky's suicide attempt he had made leaps and bounds in efforts to become a better person, sure he was still sarcastic and arrogant. But he actually cared about people now; the biggest surprise to everyone was when Sebastian and Kurt buried the hatchet and ended up as close friends, sure they still bickered, but now it was good natured. Now that Sebastian had stopped pursuing Blaine and insulting Kurt every chance he got, they came to realize they actually had more in common than they realized. After becoming friends with Kurt, everyone else decided to give him a chance to see the changes he had made. Then along came Blake.. Blake was what Rachel called a miracle worker. He had met Sebastian in the beginning of summer having moved in down the street from him, but it wasn't until Sebastian had run into him at Scandals that he even realized he was gay. Apparently Blake had taken one look at Sebastian and fell HARD. He pursued him and absolutely REFUSED to give up. Slowly but surely...he broke down all of Sebastian's walls and they had been both official and serious for going on 4 months now. Blake had showed Sebastian not only how to love and have a relationship, but showed him that despite what he may think, he deserved love too. Needless to say...Sebastian never stood a chance. He would get scared and try to pull away and Blake would simply pull him right back in.
Rachel's phone buzzed with a response pulling her out of her musings.
' Wait....Hobbit did WHAT? Is Hummel ok? -Sexy Meerkat''He broke things off, apparently with some round about excuse about how long distance relationships didn't last and he thinks it's for the best if they just end things now- Rachel Barbra Berry'
'That might be the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life...and I've heard a lot of stupid shit.- Sexy Meerkat'
'Kurt was inconsolable...he cried himself to sleep on my couch after babbling incoherently about him not being loveable and Blaine probably finding someone else since he's been gone and how he must have decided not to keep Kurt around now that he found someone better, I spent over an hour trying to convince him that couldn't possibly be true -Rachel Barbra Berry'
'Shit...this is bad isn't it? I hope Hobbit realizes Blake is going to kill him when he finds out he made Hummel cry...you know he has a soft spot for him- Sexy Meerkat'
' You think Blaine should be scared of Blake? Think about what's going to happen when Mr. Hummel, Finn, Sam and Noah find out he made Kurt cry...- Rachel Barbra Berry'
'Oh dear god...So what's the plan Berry? How are we fixing this? Knowing Hobbit he has convinced himself that letting Hummel go is what's best for him and I'd bet money he's in just as bad of shape. Stupid noble over gelled hobbit.- Sexy Meerkat'
' The plan? Well...I don't know really...other than convincing Blaine this wasn't for the best and was a huge mistake and also trying to convince Kurt that Blaine still loves him and didn't find someone else, I don't know what else we can do- Rachel Barbra Berry'
'I say we pull in Puckerman, Frankenteen and Trouty Mouth into this, Isn't Satan in New York now? Maybe you can recruit her too, she has a way of getting things to go her way- Sexy Meerkat'
'You're right...hopefully between the 7 of us...8 if Santana ropes in Brittany which wouldn't be surprising...we will be able to fix this. Seriously Sebastian, if you had seen Kurt tonight even YOU would have broken down crying and cuddled him...it was that bad- Rachel Barbra Berry'
'Ok now I'm genuinely worried and considering flying to New York to comfort Hummel...you know shit is bad when I'm feeling compelled to cuddle -Sexy Meerkat'
'Well...I'm going to go call Sanatana...why don't you talk to Blake and convince him not to Kill Blaine on sight so we can get them back together, I'll call the boys after I talk to Santana and tomorrow we'll figure all this out- Rachel Barbra Berry'
'Deal. Night Berry, take care of Hummel for us and tell him we miss him ok?- Sexy Meerkat'
'Will do. Goodnight Sebastian, give my love to Blake.- Rachel Barbra Berry'
Rachel Sighed. Well two people down.... Four more to go. Pulling up Santana's number in her phone she slipped into her bedroom so she wouldn't disturb Kurt.
Ring....Ring...Ring....
'Berry? Is there a reason you are calling me at 9pm at night?' Santana's voice snarked threw the line as she answered.
'Santana it's about Kurt' She said.
Immediately Santana's tone of voice changed from annoyed to concerned
'What happened? Is Porcelain ok?'
'Not exactly...let me explain, you know how Blaine was coming up to visit this weekend? Well Kurt came home from their date in tears, apparently Blaine broke things off in what I'm assuming is some misguided attempt to do right by Kurt, but Kurt is absolutely devastated, he cried himself to sleep on my couch after rambling for over an hour about how he was unlovable and how Blaine probably found someone better than him and moved on now that Kurt wasn't around to bother him anymore.'
'.....shit...fucking hobbit...is porcelain still at your place?'
'Yea he's asleep on my couch, I'm in my bedroom right now so I don't disturb him, I figured the best thing he can do right now is get some sleep...and I was hoping maybe you could help me figure out how to get them back together, I know you care about Kurt and I was sort of thinking that would mean you might want to get involved'
' Alright look Berry, I know you and I aren't bestie's or anything...but Porcelain is special...He's one of the only people who never treated Brittany like she wasn't stupid and she loves him, to her he is always going to be her favorite Dolphin with the soft baby hands...and he stuck up for me when I was outed by frankteen...which means neither her nor I like seeing him hurt or upset...he got enough of that in highschool...besides Once a Cheerio always a Cheerio, we take care of our own, so here's what's going to happen, you are going to give me your address, I'm going to come over and we are going to figure out a plan to get Hobbit and Porcelain back together so they are back to giving the world a toothe ache with their epic sweetness alright?'
'Perfect....and Santana?'
'Yea?'
'Thank you.'
'Yea whatever, Text me your address I'll be there soon.'
*Click*
Rachel couldn't help but smile. Try as the beautiful Latina might, there was simply no hiding the fact she had a big heart, especially when it came to Brittany and Kurt
Awe shucks...thanks for posting them...everyone else doesn't know what they are missing.