When Kurt walked into his apartment the first thing he did was change his clothes. Reaching into the back of his closet he pulled out the sweatshirt he had managed to hide from Rachel and Santana during their raid to get rid of Blaine's stuff, he then opened up his pajama drawer and pulled out the Dalton issue sweatpants Blaine had slept in the last time he had been there and put both on. Pulling the sleeve up to his nose he smiled blissfully as the comforting scent registered to his system. Blaine always smelled...amazing. Kurt never could figure out what it was, so he just had to assume it was his natural body scent, but it never failed to relax Kurt instantly.<p>He went into the kitchen and pulled out a bottle of wine and a glass. After 2 additional glasses to the 3 he had previously at the restaurant, you could say Kurt was decently tispy. But he felt good, a little numb, but mostly he had this warm content feeling in his stomach that was most likely due to the alcohol. He heard his phone chime in the other room and took the bottle of wine by the neck to bring it with him into the bedroom. Unlocking his phone, he realized he had about 6 frantic text messages from Rachel.</p><p>'Kurt...I just wanted to let you know I still believe you are making a very big mistake by going on a date tonight-Rachel Barbra Berry'</p><p>'Kurt...will you please stop ignoring me? Even if I don't approve of what you are doing it's only because I have your best interest at heart- Rachel Barbra Berry'</p><p>'Ok fine, since you aren't responding I'm assuming you are having a good time.-Rachel Barbra Berry'</p><p>"unless...you are not having a good time and he turned out to be some psycho and you are actually being held hostage as we speak! Kurt if you are ok PLEASE text me back now I'm getting worried- Rachel Barbra Berry'</p><p>'KURT PICK UP YOUR PHONE! If this is how you are choosing to get back at me for not being supportive of your date I'm sorry but I'm imaging you in a ditch somewhere so PLEASE call me!- Rachel Barbra Berry'</p><p>'Kurt...it's almost 2am...if you don't call me by 3am I am going to your house and waiting outside your door till you get home...and then I'm going to beat you senseless for making me worry. If you did have a good time tonight I'm happy for you...just...Kurt you should have been home by now...I really hope you didn't do something you will regret in the morning. I love you, call me-Rachel Barbra Berry'</p><p>Kurt giggled at Rachel's dramatics and peered drunkenly at his phone trying to find the call button. It barely rang once before Rachel picked up.</p><p>"Hello? Kurt? Are you there? Are you home? Are you ok?" she fired off quickly</p><p>"Hi Rachel! I'm ssssooo sorry I didn...diddle...did not get yourrrr texttttts, I'm fffffineeee, I had a reaaaallllllyyyy nice time" he slurred</p><p>"....Kurt...are you drunk? Is that man still there? Did he take advantage of you? Do I need to call Santana to help me kill him?"</p><p>"Nooope! I mean well...I might have had a teeeeeeeeeny weeeeeeenie bit of wineee....but Alex is not here...he's probably at his houssseeee....he's very niceeee! Hes my new friend" he said hapilly</p><p>"Oh...well alright...so does this mean you...like him?" she asked carefully</p><p>"As a frienddd! He is niceeee and goooooood looking...he's a model you know? But there was just oneeeeee problem!" he singsong-ed to her</p><p>"What problem?" she asked</p><p>"He wasn't BLAINE! So I told him that I still looooooveeeee Blaine and it didn't matter hoooooow perfect he was cuz nooooo one ever ever ever can compare to my blaineeee....I miss blainey ....Rach...do you really think there's still a chance? That I shouldn't give up on Blainey?" he asked quietly</p><p>"Of course I think there's still a chance Kurt...Blaine loves you...you two are meant to be. I would never have told you that if I didn't believe it and know it was 100% true I promise you." She said firmly</p><p>"OK! I'm gonna go now Rachel...thankssss for being the biggesssttt....briggghhttessst star in the whoooooole world! You are a realllllly good best friend Rachel Berry! Bye!" *Click* with that he hung up and stared at his phone for a moment before he started scrolling threw his phone list.</p><p>BLAKE!</p><p>It was his voicemail sadly.</p><p>"Hi Blake! Its Kurttttt!...I went on a dateeeee tonight you know....but it wasn't Blaineeee...and that was the problem...so I told him we couldn't date because I looooooved Blainey....I reallyyyyy miss him....I hope you and Seb...Sebas...Sebby? I hope you and Sebby are taking reallllly good care of him because he's special...very very special...and he deserves to be taken goooooood care of...Rachel told me I shouldn't give up on Blainey...I don't want to give up on Blaineyyyy Blake.... I wanna marry him...like the song you know? Ok I'm gonna go now...Bye Blakey!" *Click*</p><p>He looked down at his phone when he disconnected the call and saw the name next to Blake's.</p><p>Blaine.</p><p>He hit call.</p><p>Ring...Ring....Ring...</p><p>"Kurt? Is that you?" Came a groggy but concerned voice on the other line</p><p>"HI Blainey" Kurt said happily</p><p>"Kurt....honey are you drunk? Is everything ok?" he asked worriedly now fully awake</p><p>"I had a lot of wine Blainey...I might be drunkkkk...but Blaine...Blainey I have to tell you a secret...but you cant tell Blaine ok?" He whispered conspiratorially</p><p>He heard Blaine let out an amused chuckle "Sure sweetheart"</p><p>"I went on a date tonight!" he said dramatically</p><p>there was silence on the other end of the phone. Then the sound of someone taking a shaky breath and sniffling.</p><p>"Blainey? Blainey are you there?"</p><p>"...yea Kurt...I'm here...*sniffle*....so a date huh?...umm...did you *sniffle*...did you have a good time?" he asked softly</p><p>"Yep...Alex is really nice...but we are just friends now" he said sternly</p><p>"Oh...umm...how come you are just friends if he's so nice?" Blaine asked hopefully</p><p>"DUH Blainey...he's not YOU...and I told him I still loved you verrrrry much even if I thought you didn't love me anymore...why don't you love me anymore Blainey...did do something bad?" He asked tearfully</p><p>"Oh baby no...Kurt you are perfect...you are so ...SO...perfect...I never stopped loving you...nothing could EVER make me stop loving you" he said passionately</p><p>"but...then why didn't you want to be with me anymore?" Kurt cried</p><p>"I do Kurt...I do want to be with you...I always want to be with you...I love you so damn much...I just...I got scared that I was holding you back...I thought you would get bored with having a silly highschool boyfriend clinging to you....I...I don't even know what I was thinking anymore...I was being an idiot...a stupid..insecure...idiot...but Kurt...baby...I love you...I am so in love with you"</p><p>Kurt smiled and let out a happy hum "I love you too Blainey....hey Blainey?"</p><p>"yes Kurt?"</p><p>"Will you sing me to sleep like you used too?" he asked drowsily</p><p>"...sure Kurt...."</p><p>Kurt heard Blaine humming the opening lines as he closed his eyes and cuddled into his pillow just listening to Blaine's voice.</p><p>"We'll do it all<br />Everything<br />On our own</p><p>We don't need<br />Anything<br />Or anyone</p><p>If I lay here<br />If I just lay here<br />Would you lie with me and just forget the world?</p><p>I don't quite know<br />How to say<br />How I feel</p><p>Those three words<br />Are said too much<br />They're not enough</p><p>If I lay here<br />If I just lay here<br />Would you lie with me and just forget the world?</p><p>Forget what we're told<br />Before we get too old<br />Show me a garden that's bursting into life</p><p>Let's waste time<br />Chasing cars<br />Around our heads</p><p>I need your grace<br />To remind me<br />To find my own</p><p>If I lay here<br />If I just lay here<br />Would you lie with me and just forget the world?</p><p>Forget what we're told<br />Before we get too old<br />Show me a garden that's bursting into life</p><p>All that I am<br />All that I ever was<br />Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see</p><p>I don't know where<br />Confused about how as well<br />Just know that these things will never change for us at all</p><p>If I lay here<br />If I just lay here<br />Would you lie with me and just forget the world....</p><p>....goodnight Kurt...I love you"</p><p>"mmm love you blainey"</p><p>With that Kurt Hummel fell into a peaceful sleep, his phone to his ear with a smile on his face hugging a pillow.</p><p>Back in Lima, Blaine Anderson was doing the exact same thing.</p>