
Dec. 9, 2012, 8:25 p.m.
Dec. 9, 2012, 8:25 p.m.
As Kurt listened to Sam and Noah bicker over control of the Radio after refusing to give him a hint as to his next location, he thought about Blaine. That day at the Lima bean when he admitted to Blaine he had feelings for him and he remembered how hard his heart had been pounding at the time, but he needed Blaine to know, needed him to be aware that Kurt thought of him as more than a friend. It had been the smartest decision he ever made, if he hadn't taken a chance, who knows when Blaine would have realized Kurt's feelings for him. At the time he had been the reigning President of the Utterly Oblivious Club as Wes and David used to say. God the dreaded Gap Attack...he had been MISERABLE that day. He remembered afterwards some of the warblers had taken him aside and admitted they had only originally gone along with the idea because they thought Blaine was going to sing to him and finally admit he had feelings for him, to which Kurt had replied with a wry 'you weren't the only one'.<p>But he had been patient. Regardless of his hurt feelings, he had been determined to be a good friend to Blaine if that's all he could be at the time. That night after they sang at breadsticks he had dragged a depressed Blaine back to his room, forced him into his comfiest Pj's and had a Disney Movie marathon with him, with a big box of chocolates, by the time Blaine had fallen asleep his head had been on Kurt's shoulder, his arm around his waist and he had been smiling. Despite the awkwardness the happened the next morning, it hadn't caused any weirdness between them. He had to admit he had found Blaine's blushing apologies for using him as a teddy bear adorable.</p><p>Then there was the day they got back from nationals and he had been telling Blaine all about his first ever trip to New York, and how even though they lost it had been amazing, then out of the blue, Blaine told him he loved him. It had taken Kurt a moment to realize he hadn't hallucinated before he could even process the idea that BLAINE loved HIM and respond in turn. That night he had crawled up into the attic and laid down in front of his mother's old dresser with the bottom drawer pulled open to let the smell of her perfume in and told her everything. Told her how he couldn't believe this amazing PERFECT boy loved him back, how happy he was, and how lucky he felt to have found his soul mate so young in life. When he came down from the attic his dad had been sitting in the hallway waiting for him, he asked if everything was alright and Kurt had simply hugged him and said he 'wanted to tell mom that Blaine finally said he loved him'. It had been a perfect day.</p><p>When he felt the car stop, he patiently waited for the boys to let him out and lead him to his destination. He hadn't expected them to hoist him into the air and carry him to where ever it was he was going, he knew it was Noah who had picked him up and he could hear Sam laughing next to him and telling him to just wait a little while longer and Puck would put him down.</p><p>FINALLY Puck stopped treating him like a toddler and let him back down to stand on his own two feet; the second he did Kurt swung in where he assumed was the direction of Puck's chest and smacked him hard for his antics.</p><p>"You are a brute Noah Puckerman."</p><p>"I love you too Princess Hummel....Now take off your blindfold, we're here"</p><p>Kurt pulled off his blindfold yet again and looked around realizing he was at Breadsticks.</p><p>Sam pulled out his next letter and handed it over to him. He opened it up and smoothed it out.</p><p>Kurt,</p><p>Do you remember our first date? I don't think I had ever been so nervous in my entire life. I kept worrying I would say the wrong thing and make you change your mind about wanting to go out with me, thinking I should have taken you somewhere much more creative than breadsticks were we had been sooo many times. I felt like a nerdy kid with my very first crush on the cool guy in class who for some reason decided I was (luckily) worth the chance.</p><p>I remember thinking later on in our relationship how ridiculous it was, that two people who knew each other as well as we did, who are as comfortable with each other as we are...literally sat at that table blushing like lunatics and staring at one another for over an hour barely saying two words.</p><p>It feels like forever ago doesn't it? Granted I feel like you and I have known each other forever, it's hard for me to even remember my life before I knew you. Mostly because I think I didn't really start living till the day we met. Up till the day I met you Kurt? I merely existed, waiting, searching for the person who would one day become my everything. You've shown me what it means to love Kurt, I've never felt for ANYONE the way I feel about you. You're it for me; I was yours the minute you took my hand, even if I didn't know it at the time.</p><p>I still honestly can't believe I was an idiot for so long. If I was honest with myself I would have admitted I'd loved you from the start. I should have sung to you that Valentine's Day Kurt. Though I am still genuinely impressed you somehow managed to still get a movie night cuddle date out of me magically. That was the first night I fell asleep in your arms. I remember thinking the next morning; I'd never slept so peacefully and comfortably in my life.</p><p>Here's to us with the hopes we have many more dates in the future.</p><p>Go to the table we sat at on our first date and reach underneath for your gift. I hope you like it.</p><p>All my love,<br />Blaine</p><p>Kurt walked over to the table and bent down to pull out a bag with a bunch of pink and red hearts all over it. When he pulled out the tissue paper his face lit up in a smile. He pulled out heart shaped box of chocolate, a rose and a Key on a necklace. He pulled out the little note at the bottom and opened it.</p><p>'For the Valentine's day I missed, you get chocolates, a rose...and something that should have always been yours. The key to my heart.-B'</p><p>Wiping a tear from his eye Kurt fastened the Key around his neck saying "and you said you weren't good at Romance" with a rueful shake of the head. He heard a throat clearing behind him and turned around to find a grinning Rachel, Santana and Brittany.</p><p>"Rachel? Santana? How are you in Lima? Are all three of you girls seriously involved in this too?" He asked with a hysterical laugh throwing his arms around the three girls. They nodded and told him it was time to put the blindfold back on.</p><p>"Of course...heaven forbid someone clue me in on what the hell is going on...carry on ladies...please don't let me run into anything. I'd hate to fall and get a concussion before I get to see were this is going"</p><p>"Can it porcelain or I'll gag you along with the blindfold" Santana threatened</p><p>Kurt snorted "From you Santana that just sounds Kinky and hunny no matter how much I adore you, I just don't swing that way."</p><p>The girls peals of laughter could probably be heard for miles.</p>