LiviB
Jan. 6, 2012, 6:41 p.m.
We Discover Who We Are
Something I'm Not: Chapter 12
K - Words: 992 - Last Updated: Jan 06, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 16/16 - Created: Dec 11, 2011 - Updated: Jan 06, 2012 1,718 0 5 0 0
Author's Notes: Another chapter! :D Enjoy! Also, thank you for sticking around for the story! Thanks for reading!
Blaine made Kurt some eggs with toast and brought them into the living room. Blaine handed Kurt his plate and then took his own and sat down on the couch by Kurt.
“Eat...you'll feel better soon,” Blaine said. Kurt took some bites but then just poked at it. Blaine sighed and looked over at him.
“I know you're upset but come on...eat. It's not gonna help if you don't eat,” Blaine said.
“You have no idea how upset I am...I can't eat. All I can think about is Annabelle and how to tell her. You have no idea how hard this is going to be,” Kurt said. Blaine put his plate down and stood up and glared down at Kurt.
“I have no idea how hard this is going to be? Kurt I came out to my parents and my dad hated me for years! He kept trying to change me. You have no idea what that's like. We still don't talk. We don't talk because I chose you over him,” Blaine said.
“So it's my fault? Blaine you made a choice...we've gone over this,” Kurt said. Blaine sat on the opposite chair and shuddered. He felt the tears roll down his cheeks.
“I made my choice because I love you. I wish you would have done that with Annabelle instead of hiding and lying.”
“You supported this plan...I asked you over and over.”
“I said I was fine with it as long as you were. I'd do anything for you Kurt...anything! Even lie to your sister and even pretend to date her. Didn't you ever think that maybe this would hurt me too? Did you ever think that maybe I was lying when I said it was okay?! The outcome of all of this will affect us both,” Blaine said.
“I know...I know...I'm so, so sorry Blaine. I never meant for it to get this out of hand,” Kurt said. Blaine watched him get up and come over to him and sit in his lap. Kurt's arms were around his neck then. Blaine laid his head on Kurt's shoulder and cried.
“I know you know what this is like...I just wasn't thinking when I said it. I haven't done much thinking lately. I'm sorry,” Kurt said to him.
“I know...I know. It's okay...this has just been an awful few months...”
“It's over now though right? We're going to tell her the truth. No matter what,” Kurt said.
“I'll be by your side like you were by mine when we told my dad about us,” Blaine said. He grabbed Kurt's hand and kissed it. Kurt had his ring on and Blaine smiled.
“So in your little plan with you Rachel you said you too were planning on getting married next year right? Well, why don't we? We've never talked about when but we could start now. That would give us a year,” Blaine said.
“I'd love that,” Kurt said smiling. Blaine played with the ring a little more and then kissed the corner of Kurt's mouth. Kurt's other hand was playing with one of the curls on the bottom of his head.
“So...you decide what you want for it and I'll help with as much of the costs as possible. The sad part is we're going to need to go to some other state. I think New York would be perfect,” Blaine said. Kurt laughed and nodded.
“Sadly people still don't accept us. So I think New York would be perfect.”
“We can take a trip there and scout out places. A week away from here? I think that would be a great vacation,” Blaine said.
“I would love that,” Kurt said. They sat in silence holding each other and eventually fell asleep. Blaine woke up when he heard the doorbell ring. Kurt startled and looked around.
“You okay?” Blaine asked.
“Yeah...my headache is gone. About time,” Kurt said. Blaine nodded and went to open the door. Annabelle stood there looking back at him. It looked like she had been crying.
“Hi Anna...”
“Hi Blaine. Can I come in?”
“Yeah...come on in,” Blaine said. He opened the door for her and walked into their living room. She followed him in and sat on a chair opposite from the couch. Blaine sat down by Kurt but not too close. Kurt sat up straight and looked at her.
“Yes Annabelle?” Kurt said.
“What was that last night?”
“What was what?” he asked.
“That...kiss? What the hell was that Kurt? You aren't gay...”
“I don't remember anything that happened last night...” Kurt said.
“Like hell. I'm sure Blaine told you everything that happened. Kurt, I know you're hurting after Rachel but experimenting is not going to help you get over her,” Annabelle said. Blaine sat forward and looked at Annabelle. This was it.
“You think I did that because she hurt me so bad? You think I kissed him because I was drunk and in a haze? You think I was only experimenting?” Kurt asked. Blaine could hear the anger starting to come out.
“What I'm saying is you don't need to be gay to get over her. There are girl's out there...you will find one. That lifestyle is not acceptable and I don't want to see you make that mistake...” she said.
“No! Don't! Don't tell me what is and is not acceptable. This is my life not yours,” Kurt said.
“I'm just trying to help you see that it's not right,” she said. Kurt moved closer to Blaine and took his hand in his. Blaine looked down at it surprised.
“You really are dense aren't you?”
She was looking at him confused .
“So you do remember last night? What are were you doing kissing him and now you're holding his hand? What is your problem?”
“Annabelle...I'm gay. Blaine is too,” Kurt said. Blaine looked over at Kurt squeezing his hand and looking over at Annabelle uncertainly.
“Eat...you'll feel better soon,” Blaine said. Kurt took some bites but then just poked at it. Blaine sighed and looked over at him.
“I know you're upset but come on...eat. It's not gonna help if you don't eat,” Blaine said.
“You have no idea how upset I am...I can't eat. All I can think about is Annabelle and how to tell her. You have no idea how hard this is going to be,” Kurt said. Blaine put his plate down and stood up and glared down at Kurt.
“I have no idea how hard this is going to be? Kurt I came out to my parents and my dad hated me for years! He kept trying to change me. You have no idea what that's like. We still don't talk. We don't talk because I chose you over him,” Blaine said.
“So it's my fault? Blaine you made a choice...we've gone over this,” Kurt said. Blaine sat on the opposite chair and shuddered. He felt the tears roll down his cheeks.
“I made my choice because I love you. I wish you would have done that with Annabelle instead of hiding and lying.”
“You supported this plan...I asked you over and over.”
“I said I was fine with it as long as you were. I'd do anything for you Kurt...anything! Even lie to your sister and even pretend to date her. Didn't you ever think that maybe this would hurt me too? Did you ever think that maybe I was lying when I said it was okay?! The outcome of all of this will affect us both,” Blaine said.
“I know...I know...I'm so, so sorry Blaine. I never meant for it to get this out of hand,” Kurt said. Blaine watched him get up and come over to him and sit in his lap. Kurt's arms were around his neck then. Blaine laid his head on Kurt's shoulder and cried.
“I know you know what this is like...I just wasn't thinking when I said it. I haven't done much thinking lately. I'm sorry,” Kurt said to him.
“I know...I know. It's okay...this has just been an awful few months...”
“It's over now though right? We're going to tell her the truth. No matter what,” Kurt said.
“I'll be by your side like you were by mine when we told my dad about us,” Blaine said. He grabbed Kurt's hand and kissed it. Kurt had his ring on and Blaine smiled.
“So in your little plan with you Rachel you said you too were planning on getting married next year right? Well, why don't we? We've never talked about when but we could start now. That would give us a year,” Blaine said.
“I'd love that,” Kurt said smiling. Blaine played with the ring a little more and then kissed the corner of Kurt's mouth. Kurt's other hand was playing with one of the curls on the bottom of his head.
“So...you decide what you want for it and I'll help with as much of the costs as possible. The sad part is we're going to need to go to some other state. I think New York would be perfect,” Blaine said. Kurt laughed and nodded.
“Sadly people still don't accept us. So I think New York would be perfect.”
“We can take a trip there and scout out places. A week away from here? I think that would be a great vacation,” Blaine said.
“I would love that,” Kurt said. They sat in silence holding each other and eventually fell asleep. Blaine woke up when he heard the doorbell ring. Kurt startled and looked around.
“You okay?” Blaine asked.
“Yeah...my headache is gone. About time,” Kurt said. Blaine nodded and went to open the door. Annabelle stood there looking back at him. It looked like she had been crying.
“Hi Anna...”
“Hi Blaine. Can I come in?”
“Yeah...come on in,” Blaine said. He opened the door for her and walked into their living room. She followed him in and sat on a chair opposite from the couch. Blaine sat down by Kurt but not too close. Kurt sat up straight and looked at her.
“Yes Annabelle?” Kurt said.
“What was that last night?”
“What was what?” he asked.
“That...kiss? What the hell was that Kurt? You aren't gay...”
“I don't remember anything that happened last night...” Kurt said.
“Like hell. I'm sure Blaine told you everything that happened. Kurt, I know you're hurting after Rachel but experimenting is not going to help you get over her,” Annabelle said. Blaine sat forward and looked at Annabelle. This was it.
“You think I did that because she hurt me so bad? You think I kissed him because I was drunk and in a haze? You think I was only experimenting?” Kurt asked. Blaine could hear the anger starting to come out.
“What I'm saying is you don't need to be gay to get over her. There are girl's out there...you will find one. That lifestyle is not acceptable and I don't want to see you make that mistake...” she said.
“No! Don't! Don't tell me what is and is not acceptable. This is my life not yours,” Kurt said.
“I'm just trying to help you see that it's not right,” she said. Kurt moved closer to Blaine and took his hand in his. Blaine looked down at it surprised.
“You really are dense aren't you?”
She was looking at him confused .
“So you do remember last night? What are were you doing kissing him and now you're holding his hand? What is your problem?”
“Annabelle...I'm gay. Blaine is too,” Kurt said. Blaine looked over at Kurt squeezing his hand and looking over at Annabelle uncertainly.
End Notes: So what do you think? Thanks for the reviews! Thanks for reading too! Also, I was thinking of maybe doing a sequel...leading up to them getting married and afterwards and their relationship with Annabelle after everything? Would anybody like a sequel? I have a few more chapters for this story and wanted to see how the sequel idea goes. Let me know please! :)
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Quick question that I dont think was answered.. and I keep trying to figure out... did annabelle like not live with kurts family when she was growing up? Or did they not tell her about kurt being gay? Or like how does she not know/how did she get the idea that being gay is bad/unnatural? Love this story by the way! Can't wait till the next chapter! Update soon?
I don't think I covered this at all yet but: 1) Annabelle is 4 years younger than Kurt in my eyes and she'd be 4 and Kurt 8 when their mom died and Burt couldn't care for them both so he asked their mom to take care of Annabelle. So Annabelle grew up with them and Kurt doesn't remember her because he was young and went through a tough time. 2) They never told her about Kurt being gay. She knew nothing of him until the beginning of this story when they met but they knew she didn't support gay rights. 3) The last two questions will be answered in the next chapter or two. I promise! Thanks for asking! Thanks for reading too! I'm glad you love the story! The next update will be either tonight or tomorrow afternoon. :D Promise!
What is this the vampire diaries? Cliffhanger. Really.
Lol..Cliffhangers are the best! :)
I know you did a sequel so I can't answer that lol. I am so glad that they told that dense ass ughh I can't stand her. Blaine was right though he told his dad the truth because he loved Kurt and Kurt should have done the same for him.