
Dec. 9, 2012, 8:25 p.m.
Dec. 9, 2012, 8:25 p.m.
Blaine blearily opened his eyes wondering what had woken him up; he caught sight of his phone blinking next to him. Grabbing it off his nightstand he realized he had a video message from Santana.<p>He hit load and waited patiently turning up the volume on his phone, when it started playing he immediately focused on it when he saw Kurt on stage. At first glance Kurt looked fantastic, he always did. But to someone who knew him as well as Blaine did, you could tell he looked sad, stressed and tired. When Kurt started singing Blaine's eyes filled up with tears and his heart clenched. He had always loved Kurt's voice, everything he sang was perfect. But the RAW emotion he sang with right now shot straight to his heart strings.</p><p>By the time Kurt finished his song he was wiping tears from his eyes while the crowd cheered LOUDLY for him, the camera followed him as he walked off stage and towards the bar, he watched as Kurt downed a shot before slipping out the back door, the camera moved quickly to follow him and slipped through the door focused on Kurt. What he heard next broke the last part of Blaine that told him breaking up with Kurt was for the best.</p><p>"What AM I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?" Kurt whispered brokenly burying his face in his hands, the camera moved so that he couldn't see what was happening, so he assumed he was put in a pocket, but he could still hear everything.</p><p>"Hey Porcelain, you ok?" Santana's voice asked quietly</p><p>"Honestly? No tana, I'm not...I'm really not ok. I hate this, I hate not talking to him, I hate that I feel like there's this gaping hole in my chest now that we aren't together, I feel like a piece of me is missing, like my heart went all the way back to Lima with him and just left this gaping wound in its place. I don't know what to do without him. I can't handle this tana, it hurts." Kurt cried</p><p>at this point Blaine's body was wrecked with sobs as he listened. Kurt was hurting, he was hurting so much and it was his fault. He did this.</p><p>"I know it hurts right now Porcelain...but you guys love each other...I know things are going to work out...they HAVE to. You and hobbit are soul mates. Even though I'm really mad at him right now for hurting you I know you guys belong together."</p><p>" Tana...its done...its over... He doesn't want me anymore... I lost him... For all I know he's already seeing someone else back in Lima...while I'm here feeling like the biggest idiot on the planet for buying that fucking ring thinking we were going to spend the rest of our lives together."</p><p>Blaine stopped breathing. His heart sounded in his ears, his hands started shaking and his brain short circuited. RING. Kurt said he bought a RING. He began hyperventilating.</p><p>'Oh my god....no....no no no...please...tell me I didn't break things off when Kurt was planning on proposing...please god no... 'He thought desperately.</p><p>"Porc..."</p><p>"NO tana. I can't keep telling myself everything's ok...I can't keep going to bed each night praying when I wake up in the morning it's all just going to have been a bad dream. It doesn't matter I had a plan, nothing matters... It's all ruined now. Blaine's gone and all I have left now is an engagement ring and no one to give it to... I just need to accept this. He didn't want me anymore, and even though I love him...so much...I have to respect what he wants. Even if it's not me anymore." The last part was said so quietly you could barely hear it.</p><p>The video clicked off signaling the end and he opened a text from Santana simply saying</p><p>'Fix it.-Sexy Satan'</p><p>It was official. Blaine was the BIGGEST idiot on the entire planet. Why hadn't he just TRUSTED Kurt? Why had he doubted how much Kurt loved him? Why had he convinced himself Kurt was going to leave him? Kurt had bought a RING, he was planning on proposing! He had to talk to Kurt, he had to get him back even if he had to throw himself down at Kurt's feet and beg his forgiveness and promising to spend the rest of his life making it up to him. He would make this better. He had to. He needed to come up with something big and amazing to prove to Kurt he was sorry, that he still loved him and wanted to spend the rest of his life with him. He knew exactly who to call for help.</p><p>Cooper.</p><p>Telling his brother what happened had gone over exactly how he expected it to, Coop adored Kurt. He had said repeatedly that he was the best thing to ever happen to Blaine. He had even taken to calling Kurt Blaine's 'Husband' when referring to him because according to Cooper they were practically married already, all that was missing were the rings and the piece of paper making it legal.</p><p>He would fix everything. Get Kurt back, and then they would get engaged and then married and have kids and live in New York together and live happily ever after. It just...had to work. He didn't know what he had been thinking trying to stay away from Kurt. It wasn't possible, a week apart and he was already losing his mind. His mother was 5 minutes away from calling a therapist for him and he'd even overheard his parents talk about paying for couple's counseling for him and Kurt as long as it would fix whatever was going on between them. The fact that his father even noticed how depressed he was said everything.</p><p>At school everyone had taken to just watching him like they were all waiting for him to crack. Sam couldn't even muster up a proper glare at this point. Brittany had taken to sitting next to him and holding his hand singing lullabies to him to try and make him feel better because 'even though she was mad at him for making Kurtie cry he looked really really sad and it was making her heart hurt'.</p><p>So now he knew what he had to do, he just needed the plan to do it. He would prove to Kurt how much he loved him. Because he agreed with him. The best part of Blaine was always Kurt, and without him...he was falling to pieces.</p><p>*K&B*K&B*K&B*K&B*K&B*</p><p>Santana tucked a sad, drunk Kurt into bed that night with high hopes. If anything got through to the Hobbit, that video would be it. Once Blaine figured out Kurt had planned on proposing and saw how depressed he was, he would get his ass in gear. Especially listening to the emotion behind that song. He always had been a sucker for Kurt's voice. If this didn't work, her next plan was kidnapping. She wasn't above it. Not when it came to Porcelain. She would go to Lima, hogtie the hobbit, have a...discussion...with him, and they put him in Kurt's room to wait for Kurt.</p><p>She debated on whether or not she should tell Berry what she did, but decided against it. Last thing she needed was her running off and telling Porcelain what she did, especially after they had a agreed specifically not to tell Blaine that Kurt had planned on proposing to him.</p>