"You're what?" Bill snapped, staring at Kurt in shock.

"That's it!" The light was shining out of Kurt's eyes again as he bounced on his feet, "That's why nothing's working. I'm in love with Blaine!"

"Oh no no no! No! Not once I finally got you!" Bill wailed pitifully and Kurt had to bite back another laugh.

"Thanks for helping." He knew it was too much, but Kurt winked anyway. This time he didn't stifle the laugh when Bill's face contorted in rage. In that moment Kurt felt like he could have walked on water and not sunk.

When Bill started to lunge forward, Kurt spun on his heel and yanked the door open. "Gotta go!" Kurt called over his shoulder before jumping out of the apartment and slamming the door shut in Bill's face.

Knowing that Bill might follow him Kurt ran over to the stairs and started to jog down them as fast as his legs would allow. Only once he reached the bottom did he allow himself to look over his shoulder and saw nobody was behind him. Smiling impossibly wide, he twirled around in a circle and put his hands in his hair. How could he have been so stupid?

I'm in love with Blaine. I'm in love with Blaine. I love Blaine. I'm in love with Blaine. It repeated in his head like a mantra. Another hysterical giggle burst out of his lips and he covered his mouth as it transformed into a full out laughing fit. Kurt felt like he could run around the whole city of New York and still have enough energy to do it again. His heart was in his throat as the chorus of I love Blainecontinued in his head.

Blaine. It slammed into him like an eighteen wheeler when he remembered how he had left him. Quickly he cast a look at his watch and realized that more time had passed than he thought. He had to get back to him. Blaine might already have his bags halfway packed...

Kurt threw his body out of the building and when he reached the edge of his sidewalk he bounced on his feet impatiently. He looked up and down the street he was on and when he finally saw a cab hurtling toward him he stuck his arm out as far as it would go, snapping his fingers in his impatience. Time seemed to move in slow motion as the cab slowly pulled up to him. Of course he got the one driver in the city that wasn't in a hurry...

As soon as the car had stopped Kurt had flung open the door and threw himself inside.

"Where to?" the driver grunted, eying him suspiciously in the rear-view mirror.

"Ah shit," Kurt cursed as he dug into his pocket and retrieved his cell phone. Only then did he realize that his hands were shaking as he scrolled trying to find the text with Blaine's address. Finally getting there he read it off in one breath and the driver shook his head and started forward slowly.

"Is there anyway you could drive a little faster? This is kind of important," Kurt snapped at the driver as he leaned forward. The driver mumbled under his breath and slammed his foot down on the gas, making the car lurch forward and Kurt to slam back against the seat.

"Better?" The cabbie asked, his tone condescending and sarcastic.

Biting his tongue to not chew the cabbie out he just leaned back and closed his eyes. Even this man's horrible attitude was not going to put a single cloud over his head right now. Kurt's fingers twisted around themselves anxiously as his whole body seemed to thrum with happiness. He hadn't felt anything like this in seven years. Since the last time he had truly allowed himself to love another person. The same person that he loved now.

Kurt knew now that he never should have ran away from Blaine. Today, or seven years ago. But even after all this time he was finally getting it right. Even just sitting in the backseat of a dirty cab with a grumpy man Kurt couldn't stop smiling. He could feel his whole body vibrating slightly and he didn't know if it was anticipation or just how happy he was.

Or how happy he was going to make Blaine... Kurt's eyes watered slightly when he realized how happy this was going to make Blaine. Sweet, caring, loving, Blaine. Blaine who had never once given up on him, despite all he had put him through. Blaine who had never stopped loving him since that very first kiss. Blaine that had been there through so much and would be there now through so much more. Blaine, who Kurt knew he would marry someday. Blaine who he would raise a child with. They were going to be able to do it all together now.

Sinking even further back into the fake leather Kurt heaved a contented sigh. Yes, they had lost so much time, but everything really was going to be okay now. No more lonely nights, wondering what could have been. Kurt quickly realized that he would never wake up alone again. The man he loved would always be there, smiling at him, eyes crinkling and kissing him even though they both had morning breath.

It was almost too much for him to handle. Kurt had never actually allowed himself to believe that he would ever have Blaine back in his life. He felt as if his heart had swelled and was filling the entirety of his chest. There wasn't room for pain anymore. Only love, and hope for the bright future that Kurt now saw before him. Before them.

But now he was able to really see just how numb he had turned in the last few years. It hadn't been that he was unhappy, there was just something that had always been missing. Kurt had always just thought that it was the pain of losing his first love. Something that he often heard said a person never really got over. He had been victim of that, but only because he and Blaine were really meant to be together.

Everything was going to change after today. Going through all of this had opened Kurt's eyes and he felt like he was seeing in color for the first time in his life. No more doubting, no more crying, no more random hook ups that meant nothing to him. Kurt was in love. He always had been.

This time Kurt knew it was tears of joy that were leaking out of his already tear stung eyes. He had cried the majority of the night but he couldn't bring himself to care about these tears. Kurt laughed quietly to himself as he wiped them away with the back of his hand. He knew a lot more tears of joy were in his future, and he looked forward to every single one of them.

"If this was so important you might've realized the car has stopped, sir," came the cabbie's sarcastic and biting voice, pulling Kurt out of his thoughts.

Kurt rolled his eyes as he leafed through his wallet to find the correct bills. He reached forward and held the money out and it was taken from his hand roughly, "Keep the change," he added sweetly before saying, "I'm gonna go tell the man I love I'm in love with him now."

He turned to open the door and climb out but he still heard the driver say under his breath, "fucking homo."

All Kurt did was shake his head sadly, too used to this behavior from people at this point in his life. "I still get more ass then you do. Have a wonderful night!" And with that Kurt was out of the cab and walking up to the front door of Blaine's apartment building.

It was only then that Kurt realized that he was nervous. Not in a way that he felt like Blaine was going to tell him to get the hell out or anything. Not even that Blaine was going to be mad about what he had done. Just nervous, to be laying so much of himself out there for the first time in years. Kurt was shaking slightly as he climbed the stairs and opened the door.

By the time Kurt reached Blaine's apartment door he was vibrating with happiness just as much as he was shaking from his unnecessary nerves. This was it. Nothing was going to be the same after this moment. It was going to be so much better. Kurt was ready to really start his life.

Making a fist he brought it down on the door, hard and impatient. He heard a small yelp from inside and his hand flew over his mouth. Pounding feet could be heard through the wood as various objects were knocked over. Kurt had half a mind to tell Blaine to slow down but then the door was flung open.

"Kurt?!" Blaine gasped, half in question and half in shock. Kurt didn't even have time to look at him before Blaine had ran into him, throwing his arms around his frame and almost knocking him down with the force of the embrace.

Laughing into Blaine's hair he allowed himself to be practically hauled into the apartment in front of him. As soon as they were inside Blaine detached himself and took a few steps backwards. Finally Kurt got to really look at him. Blaine's eyes were red, bloodshot and puffy, the remains of a few fresh tears still on his cheeks. His nose was also a light shade of pink and Kurt knew he had been blowing it ever since he left. Blaine's lips were twitching like he didn't know what he should be doing with them and his hands were clenched into fists at his sides.

Looking closer Kurt could see that the spark of hope still lingered in his eyes. Through it was growing duller every second Kurt continued to stare at him. Too soon his lips stopped twitching and Kurt realized he still hadn't said anything yet.

"Blaine, I-" Kurt started, a huge grin forming on his lips but Blaine had started to talk at the same time.

"Y-You didn't have to come back here. I w-w-would've known when you didn't show up," the pain that still lingered in Blaine's voice broke Kurt's heart all over again. He watched in horror as a few tears trickled out of the sides of Blaine's eyes.

"No," Kurt said sternly as he walked forward. He wound his arms around Blaine's neck and all Blaine did was look at him in confusion.

"Kurt," Blaine's voice broke, "please don't make this any harder for me."

Smiling Kurt shook his head, "I love you," Kurt said with a shaking voice. Tears threatening again at the look on Blaine's face but he forced himself to continue. "You Blaine. Only you. It's only ever been you. And it will only ever be you. I...am in love with you."

"Kurt," Blaine's voice shook heavily as he raised his hands and started to trace his fingertips over Kurt's face. "Oh Kurt. My Kurt."

And then before Kurt could even blink Blaine's arms were firmly wrapped around his waist and he was pulling Kurt closer. Warm lips slammed against his own and Kurt didn't bother to stifle the sound of happiness, letting it slip from his mouth into Blaine's. Blaine's arms continued to pull him closer until their whole bodies were flush with one another. Kurt ran his hands up and down Blaine's well muscled back, finally letting himself fully go.

Their kissing intensified the longer they went on. Kissing Blaine, Kurt could now feel how much loneliness and heartbreak had been in all of the kisses before this. This kissing was like it was before, before everything had fallen apart. It only contained love and hope for the future. Kurt was doing his best to show Blaine that there was no hesitance in his mind anymore. He desperately wanted Blaine to know that he was his. To have and to hold for as long as Blaine would have him, for the rest of their lives. Kurt didn't think that Blaine would argue.

Every few minutes the kiss would change from rough and needy to slow and loving. Neither man able to make up their minds about what they needed more. To finally have this again was something they both wanted to cherish, but something that they both craved and wanted more than they could put into words. During one of the sweet and slow moments Kurt wanted more, wanted everything that he could now have.

Moving his hands he brought them to the hair at the nape of Blaine's neck. Using both of them he grabbed onto the soft curls there and yanked, hard, knowing full well the reaction that he would get out of it.

"Kurt!" Blaine gasped out, his hips moving on their own accord and crashing into Kurt's. This time there was no holding back the loud moan that came out of Kurt's throat, directly into Blaine's ear. Kurt smiled against Blaine's ear when he heard the whine leave Blaine's throat.

"It's okay. I've got you. I'm not going anywhere ever again," Kurt whispered gently before running his teeth down the sensitive flesh and pulling the lobe into his mouth.

"Oh God- Oh fuck!" Kurt had started to nibble on the thick part of Blaine's ear playing to Blaine's weak spots. It was uncontrollable, Blaine's hips bucked again only this time with more force. Smiling smugly Kurt ran his hands down Blaine's back before finally resting them on the swells of Blaine's ass.

Hands pressing forward Kurt brought Blaine's hips even closer if it were possible. Only then did Kurt let his hips start to grind down on Blaine's that were still moving on their own accord. Caught in some kind of dance both men let out loud groans at the friction they were creating. Tossing his head back in pleasure Kurt squeezed his eyes shut so when lips found his neck and hand's found his ass he yelped in surprise.

At the sound Kurt could feel Blaine start to slow down and Kurt could almost hear him thinking, 'Kurt doesn't want this.'

"Please, Blaine...don't stop," Kurt hissed through his teeth and that was all that it took. Blaine's full lips opened against the slightly sweaty skin on his neck and then Blaine was licking and nipping and sucking. His hips bucking even more violently while he clawed at Kurt's ass trying to bring him closer when there was no more closer.

"You're mine," Blaine growled against the already bruised skin. He dropped his mouth just a little lower before continuing to mark Kurt. All Kurt did was lean his head to the other side, stretching his neck out, allowing Blaine to have more access.

"Yours Blaine," Kurt sighed happily as teeth grazed over his sensitive skin, "only ever yours."

The couple continued like this for several long moments, neither one of them wanting to walk away from the other. But too soon Kurt started to feel something coiling low in his stomach. Just from this, just from Blaine rocking against him and leaving dark bruises all over is pale neck. It had been so long since Blaine had touched him like this... Instead of stopping Kurt just started to grind down harder.

Blaine's lips faltered as he gasped against the newest mark at the new friction Kurt had caused. "Kurt-Kurt...I'm..." Blaine bucked into him with a particularly hard thrust and Kurt whined, "I'm so close." The whole time Blaine had been speaking into Kurt's neck, the air from his words raising gooseflesh on his neck.

"M-Me too," Kurt gasped out, laughing somewhat at how little they had done and how close they both already were to coming. "I don't-ah-want this to be o-over yet," he struggled to speak as Blaine bit down a little harder, lips moving to that spot behind his ear.

"Me either," came the reply, whispered directly against that spot. Warm and moist air trickling over it and Kurt squeezed his eyes shut, his hips stopping. With everything he had Kurt fought against his impending orgasm, not wanting to come in his pants without having really done anything.

"Blaine!" Kurt warned, before moving his hips away that way they were no longer touching. He had been too close, way too close... All Kurt could do now was just stand there, air rushing in and out of his lungs while he stared at the man he loved. The man he had always loved, and had always loved him. And who was looking at him the exact same way.

Looking into Blaine's eyes he could see the same love reflected back. The same lust, the same desire. Kurt felt his cock stir in his pants even though he had thought that it couldn't get any harder. His chest was heaving and he could feel little beads of sweat running down the nape of his neck. But he didn't care.

"Bedroom?" Blaine's question pulled Kurt out of his own mind.

"God yes," Kurt didn't hesitate for a second. Blaine's eyes sparkled as his mouth broke out into a toothy grin. Kurt himself couldn't stop the twin that was now matching on his own face. So much for seduction...

But hell if it mattered because Blaine suddenly pulled Kurt's hips flush with his body again and reclaimed his his mouth. Blaine's tongue gently traced over Kurt's bottom lip as Blaine himself started to walk backward, pulling Kurt along with him, leading him to the bedroom.

Together they stumbled more than walked down to where Blaine's bedroom was. Stopping every few steps to kiss more and grope at each other's backs and asses. At one point Kurt had pressed Blaine against the wall of the hallway until the friction became too much again and Blaine had to force both of them off the wall. Kurt had no idea how much time had passed when they finally danced into the bedroom.

Kurt broke the kiss with a gasp to look at the bed. He was puzzled to see it covered in clothes, more spilling out of an open closet. Looking back at Blaine he had confusion written all over his face. His brow furrowed when Blaine blushed deeply.

"I-I didn't think you were going to come back," Blaine spoke lowly, like it was a curse. Kurt felt as if a white hot knife had been stabbed through his ribcage and into his heart. He had caused Blaine even more pain than he had thought. Tears started to well in his eyes.

"Kurt! No, Kurt, shhh," Blaine spoke softly, "you did come back. It's okay. Everything is going to be okay now." His voice rose at the end of the sentence, his own laugh of disbelief coming out.

"I love you so much, Blaine," Kurt choked out through his tears and his arousal. He didn't know which was being more of a problem right now. Until Blaine was kissing away the few tears that had leaked out of his eyes and he sighed and leaned into the touch. How did this perfect man love him?

"I want you to show me, Kurt. Please? I need you to show me." His voice came out low, Blaine begging with his eyes as well as his words. Kurt had a sharp flair of arousal shoot through him at the words. He knew exactly what Blaine was asking for, and deep down he knew it was for Blaine's own reassurance that he wasn't going to leave again but that didn't stop the thoughts in his head.

"Fuck Blaine," Kurt whispered and then attacked Blaine's mouth with his own. This kiss was messy, sloppy, for they both knew what was about to happen. Kurt brought his hands down to the hemline of Blaine's tee-shirt, pulling on it, trying to fit his hands between their bodies when there was no room for them.

With a grunt Blaine got the hint and broke the kiss just long enough for him to pull way and rip the shirt over his own head. Kurt had his hands on the bare skin in the next instant. His fingertips tracing over the defined muscles, his palms pressed flat against Blaine's abs.

Kurt gasped at how Blaine's muscles had become more defined since the last time he had been able to do this. As well as how nice the contrast from his pale fingers looked against Blaine's darker skin. Running his hands up from Blaine's stomach he circled his fingers lightly over Blaine's nipples, making Blaine bite his lower lip and whine. Kurt only smiled smugly at the reaction, he knew exactly where to touch this man.

It wasn't long before Kurt started to tug at the elastic of Blaine's sweats. He had had no where near his fill of the skin that was already before him, but Kurt wanted more of it. He had been too denied of it for too long and he wanted to see Blaine, all of Blaine. Since Blaine didn't try and stop him, Kurt pulled the pants down over the swells of his ass and dropped to his knees as he exposed the rest of Blaine's legs.

Helping Blaine pick up his feet to step out of the pants Kurt ran his fingers over the bones of his ankles. Slowly he ran his hands all the way up Blaine's muscular legs. The coarse hair feeling wonderful against the flats of his hands. He could feel the muscles twitch under his touch and this time it was his turn to bite his lip to stifle a moan.

Kurt was startled when he reached the bottom of Blaine's boxers, he thought he had taken his time... But it didn't matter now. He looked up at the shorter man under his eyelashes in question. Blaine was panting shallowly and his eyes were full of lust, but he understood Kurt's silent question and nodded his head. Kurt smiled victoriously.

Slowly he traced his fingers up the sides of Blaine's thighs before curling his long fingers under the waistband. Kurt inched the fabric down, staring, breath hitching at every inch of glorious skin he uncovered. Blaine's cock was hard, straining up towards his stomach, the tip of it already moist in arousal. For some reason, Kurt wasn't surprised as his mouth watered as he continued to drag the boxers down. When Blaine's balls came into view Kurt had to turn his head away, the desire too great. Without watching he slipped the boxers all the way off and helped Blaine step out of them once again.

As soon as Kurt had tossed the fabric away he stood up to his feet before he wasn't able to control himself and sucked Blaine until he spilled down Kurt's throat. Once he was on his feet Kurt met Blaine's eyes which were dark with arousal. Kurt loved this man so much. Loved that Blaine was so trusting with him, never having hesitated for a second. It hit Kurt hard in that moment just how much they cared for each other. No...not cared. How much they loved each other.

"Your turn," Blaine's voice was wrecked. Kurt's cock twitched in his pants at the sound and the low moan couldn't be stopped as it bubbled from his lips. He couldn't find it within himself to be embarrassed though, not with the way Blaine was looking at him. Nobody but Blaine had ever really looked at him like that, like they loved every single inch of him inside and out.

When Blaine's hands started to tug on Kurt's shirt it was enough to pull him out of his own head. He stared down at Blaine's fingers, quickly undoing his buttons and itched for him to move even faster, wanting Blaine's hands on him. Kurt's whole body was trembling when the last button was finally undone and Blaine brought his hands up to shrug it off his shoulders. His fingertips traced over the muscles there and it raised gooseflesh on Kurt's skin.

"You never change with the layers, do you?" Blaine laughed as his finger traced down to the top of neckline of his undershirt. Tracing his finger over the length of it Kurt whined from the back of his throat, just wanting Blaine to take the stupid thing off.

"No. Just take the damn thing off already. Stop teasing me!" Kurt snapped at him. All Blaine did was chuckle lowly and Kurt almost moaned with how turned on Blaine sounded, even through such a small sound.

He didn't have a chance to however because in the next second Blaine had grabbed the bottom of the tank in his fists and had pulled it roughly over Kurt's head, leaving him stunned. The shirt hit the floor within moments and Blaine didn't waste anytime dropping his hands and starting on the button and zipper of Kurt's pants. Blaine made quick work of them, not taking the time to trace up and down Kurt's legs. For which Kurt was grateful, he didn't know if he could have handled that. Instead as soon as they hit the floor Kurt kicked them across the room.

An amused smile spread over Blaine's face before stepping away from Kurt. He stared at Blaine disbelievingly until Blaine started to sweep all of the clothes off of his bed. When the last dull thud of clothes hitting the carpeted floor had sounded, Kurt bounded over to Blaine and threw his arms around him.

Blaine, not expecting the sudden embrace let out a loud squawk, lost his balance, and fell onto the bed with Kurt still attached. Both men looked at each other in surprise before bursting out into a fit of giggles. That was until Kurt's still clothed erection came into to contact with Blaine's naked one and the giggle turned into loud moans. Instinctually Kurt ground down onto the warm body pinned under him and Blaine's whole body tensed before starting to writhe on the bed.

Warm hands started to claw at Kurt's ass, trying to pull the boxer's off when there was no room for the thin fabric to be pulled down with how close their bodies were. Kurt lifted his hips up just long enough for Blaine to pull them off. As soon as they were down around his knee's, Kurt let his hips fall. The sound that came out of Blaine could only be described as animalistic, and then that snap happened in Blaine and it happened in Kurt at the same time.

"Scoot up," Kurt gasped out as he detached himself from Blaine's body yet again. Blaine whined, but he did what Kurt asked, scooting up the bed that way his head was resting against the pillows. For a moment, Kurt was mesmerized but the sight in front of him. The man on the bed was already falling apart, legs slightly spread his cock twitching a little under Kurt's intense gaze.

In his head Kurt was having a bit of a disconnect. He couldn't believe that this was really happening. Kurt had never thought that he would even see Blaine again, let alone seeing him like this. Never had he thought that Blaine would be back in his arms, back on a bed, waiting for him. But Kurt knew the time for waiting was long over, they both had been waiting for this moment for far too long. The fight to get to this moment was over, and it was time for it to happen.

Slowly Kurt climbed on top of Blaine, careful to keep their hips apart for now, not wanting to get caught up in the wonderful friction again. Instead, he just leaned down and brought his lips to Blaine's. He smiled into the kiss when Blaine sighed contentedly. Blaine brought his hands into Kurt's hair and pressed Kurt's upper body closer. They kissed slowly, for now they didn't need to rush. Wanting to enjoy this moment, how close they felt to one another. Basking in the love that was rushing around the room and into and out of them.

It didn't take long for Kurt's body to start to shake. Not just because he was holding himself up in this position, but from the intensity of the emotions that he was feeling. Kurt figured that now was the time for things to get going, they both were aching for it. Gently Kurt pulled away from the kiss and smiled down at the man below him. Kurt knew Blaine was strung out but Blaine smiled sweetly up at him and Kurt stared to slowly slide down Blaine's body.

Once settled between Blaine's legs Kurt ran his hands up and down the inside of his thighs. Blaine groaned loudly and automatically spread his legs as far as he could get them, inviting Kurt to do whatever he wanted.

"You are so beautiful," Kurt whispered just loud enough for Blaine to hear. Kurt watched in fascination as the sparse hair on the inside of Blaine's thighs raised as his breath ghosted over them.

"Please Kurt. I need you. I love you so much. Please..." And with that Kurt couldn't deny this begging man that loved him any longer.

"I-I need lube and a condom," Kurt was surprised when his voice stuttered, but at the same time he wasn't. This was huge, this was something that he thought was never going to happen again. This was right.

Blaine rolled halfway onto his side to reach into the bedside table, feeling around for the lube and a box of condoms. He cried out happily when his hand finally came into contact with the objects he was looking for. The box was unopened and Blaine quickly ripped it open and tore one off of the strip inside. As soon as he had what he needed he passed them down to Kurt who had been watching them him the whole time.

With a shaking hand Kurt reached up and took the small objects out of Blaine's. He laid the condom down on the bed for later while he opened the lube with his other hand. Kurt quickly slicked his index finger, rubbing it to warm it. It was only then he realized just how badly his hands were shaking. Deep down inside he knew this was right though. That this was the body that he was supposed to be loving. This was it.

As to not to surprise Blaine, Kurt slowly brought his shaking finger up to Blaine's entrance. It was tempting to tease Blaine, to rub his finger all around his hole without sinking in. But more than that Kurt wanted to give them what they both needed. So he slowly pressed his finger inside of Blaine.

"Oh Kurt," Blaine sighed as soon as Kurt had pushed his finger in as deep as it would go.

"I know," Kurt whispered back as he started to move his finger. And he did know. He knew exactly what Blaine was feeling. It was something that he couldn't put into words but it was the most right but scary thing that he had ever felt. There was no doubt that he wasn't making a mistake because something that felt so right and perfect could never be a mistake.

"M-More. I need more," Blaine choked out and Kurt pulled his finger out to get more lube and spread it over his middle finger as well. Keeping the same slow pace Kurt worked Blaine open with two, and then three fingers. When he had three fingers moving deep inside of Blaine he finally found what he had been looking for since that first push in.

"Kurt!" Blaine practically yelled as his back arched high off the bed. His fingers scrambled over the blanket, trying to find purchase in something as Kurt continued to stroke over that small, oh so sensitive spot, deep inside of him. "Please. I'm ready. Please, Kurt. Please!"

Kurt moaned at how absolutely wrecked Blaine's voice was. He had done that. For the first time in seven years Kurt had made Blaine sound like that again. Quickly Kurt removed his fingers from inside of Blaine and found that his hands were no longer shaking. With no trouble he was able to open the condom and roll it onto his erection. He took more lube out of the bottle and hissed in pleasure as he pumped his own cock a few times.

Once Kurt knew he was as ready as Blaine was, he scrambled into the right position. Blaine helped him by putting his own hands behind his knees and pulling his legs up and more open. Allowing Kurt to rest the very head of his cock against Blaine's hole. Just that feeling was enough to make both men moan and Kurt waited for Blaine's eyes to open before he asked, just like Blaine had asked him their very first time.

"Are you ready?" Kurt's voice was steady as he smiled down at the man he loved.

Blaine's was just as steady, with no hesitation as he clearly said, "Yes."

That was all Kurt needed and he slowly, so slowly, allowed himself to sink into Blaine. Every time he paused Kurt bit his lip, trying with everything to not just thrust into Blaine as deep and as hard as he could. Knowing how much that would hurt Blaine he was able to keep himself in check.

Groaning deep and long when he finally sunk all the way in Kurt dropped his head to Blaine's shoulder. How he had ever thought that this wasn't exactly right? Kurt's head was rising and falling with Blaine's panting and he knew that Blaine was going through the same thing he was. That everything was right in the world again.

"Kurt. Kurt, look at me," Blaine panted out and Kurt raised his head to meet Blaine's eyes. He felt Blaine drop his own legs and then hands were framing his face, "I love you."

"I love you, too." Kurt choked out, suddenly filled with so much emotion. He saw his own tears shining back at him in Blaine's eyes and that was when Kurt finally started to move, knowing that it was okay now.

He pulled his hips out that way his cock was almost all the way out of Blaine before sinking back in. Not fast, but not as slow as that first push and Blaine groaned loudly at the feeling of being full again. The sound spurred Kurt on, allowing his hips to thrust in faster and harder. Not fucking, but making love to Blaine. Kurt knew that Blaine could feel the difference as they continued to stare into each other's eyes. This is what they had been fighting and waiting for. This love, this was as real as it got.

Soon Blaine dropped one hand from Kurt's face, but only to find one of Kurt's hands that had fisted into the blanket beneath them. Blaine's fingers interlaced with Kurt's and that was when Kurt found that spot inside Blaine again for the second time that night.

"Yes! Kurt! Right there!" Blaine yelled but Kurt already knew. He pressed his hips in faster and harder yet, sweat dripping down the back of his neck. Blaine had pressed his eyes closed and he licked over his lips as the waves of pleasure traveled through his whole body. Kurt had to kiss those lips.

Dropping his head down once again Kurt brought his lips to Blaine's. The man under him responded quickly, even though the kiss was messy, all teeth and tongue and panting breaths. But it didn't matter, Kurt just wanted to be connected to Blaine in one more way. Together they brought each other closer to their ends until it started to become too much for Kurt.

"Close Blaine!" His hips had lost all of their rhythm as his orgasm started to build more strongly inside of him.

"Together," Blaine whined and with the last amount of effort Kurt had he brought his other hand down and closed it over Blaine's erection. He quickly stroked Blaine and as soon as Blaine started to come, Kurt did too. Kurt pressed deep inside of Blaine as his come filled the condom and Blaine's spilled over his hand.

Kurt knew that his mouth was forming words, but his brain didn't know what he was saying. The pleasure and the emotions running through him was consuming everything. He couldn't remember an orgasm that had ever been this intense, but he couldn't remember when sex had ever meant this much to him.

It seemed like forever when Kurt finally started to come down from his high. Blaine was just staring up at him in wonder a small smile on his lips and Kurt smiled back sleepily. Slowly he slid himself out of Blaine, who winced at the now empty feeling. Kurt's movements were sluggish as he pulled the condom off and tied it off, flinging it in the direction he thought was the trash. Only then did he allow himself to flop down next to Blaine.

Blaine slowly rolled over onto his side that way they were facing each other. They had their nose's and forehead's pressed together as they shared the same sleepy smile between them. Kurt had never felt so complete and happy in his entire life and this was just the beginning. Everything that had happened had been so worth it. Worth it just for this moment and he was going to be able to have Blaine for the rest of his life.

"I love you," Kurt whispered as he rubbed his thumb across Blaine's shoulder.

"Forever," Blaine said softly holding Kurt's other hand between their bodies.

"Forever."